Talk about a busy summer, it went by so fast. Between two classes,two part time jobs, house sitting my aunts house(watching the dog) and a new relationship, the whole summer was intense. I did well in my math class I didn't struggle but I did get a little lazy, also I got some work done on my 69 Chevy in the Auto shop. I was able to get more hours on campus than previous summers which was really nice I love working on campus, Everyones Attitude is so positive! Its hard to find jobs like that and with my previous life/work experience thats most important to me in a job. I wish I could say the same about the new part time job on the weekends. I really enjoy the actual work driving all around town delivery auto parts, but the atmosphere in which I actually work in is not such a positive environment I leave at the end of the day usually stressed from my interactions with people. I think to myself all day long that I need to learn how to deal with this people and that I shouldn't let them upset me but I still haven't figured out a way. I need to figure out the right solution soon or else. House sitting was a new and awesome experience really showed me what I want out of life! I feel bad for killing some of my aunts plants and also burning one of her potholders. I just thought of it right now I should buy her a gift card to A nursery and a new potholder I will do that today! I probably would never have thought about that if it wasn't for writing this blog Hi-Five. So last but certainly not least(save the best for last right?) I met a girl or as my grandpa would make me say A ladyfriend. Ms. Stephanie Nelson from Salida, Ca. She has taught me so much about life, myself and being in a relationship. From our very first conversation I was swept off my feet and me being a man I dont want to admit that a woman has me "sprung" but she does. I've never met someone who is so understanding and accepting of my faults. I'ts only been a little over a month and I've already made some huge mistakes in which I am not proud of but she was right there to help me through it and listen to my thoughts as well as give me hers. One of the biggest things I am working on is honesty most importantly being honest with myself. In the past I've always agreed or said things that I really did not want or felt (especially in relationships) to please the other person because its what I assumed they wanted or wanted to hear. I really need to one stop assuming and two allow my self to feel, say and do what I want. I know there needs to be a balance in this I just cant go around doing what ever I want I need to keep other peoples feelings in to consideration. BALANCE is the hardest thing in life but Its the biggest goal in which I want to achieve. I feel that having Balance in every single aspect of my life is essential in living a good life!
I wanna be living that good life!
living life, feeling free of any mental slavery!
thats how its supposed to be! right?
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